October 14, 2008
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This morning I finallllllllllllllllllly went to the doctors for a check up and poke around of all the bits and pieces. Not my idea of a fun morning but am relieved that I ticked the box of 'things to do'. Will be interested to see the er, results.
Today is 'Love your Body Day' and I am NOT fulfilling my duties as an EDEN collective member. Two reasons - I take enough time off work farting around with therapy, and, I am not particularly loving my body these days. Slightly more since I am losing weight... but not enough to get all smug about it. Notice there are no full body shots of me in my skinny emo jeans and tight tshirt - what a fucking awful sight that was. Coming into summer I am plagued by sleeveless clothing items and clothes that are tighter and memories of being skinnier. Damn damn damn. It twists my guts and forces me to make boring decisions daily.
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(Forgive me for being an idiot, but I've never been out of this damn country) It's summer there?
Today is Love your Body Day? Huh.
Interesting.
It's a very very good thing that you went to the doctor. I, too, would feel relieved if that was off my permanent to-do list. The Emo pics were fantastic!
We should have an Emo-off.
ha.
xxxxx.
It's almost winter here. So sad.
I am looking forward to living vicariously through your summer.
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@icecream__assassin - an Emo Off!!! Fucking fantastic. And yes, our season are *gasp* totally opposite.
@amidthestars - one really honestly can live vicariously through another when it comes to the seasons I think! I remember in the depth of my winter, you posted one summer afternoon about your summery neighbourhood - I could just SENSE the cool shade of indoors, the bright light outside, cicadas, maybe a lawnmower in the distance - and for a second I forgot that I had been wading through knee deep mud that morning with my horse. We had an awful winter, coming out of a drought....yuck.
I can't believe I didn't know that.
Wow.
Sincerely,
Dunce in Arkansas
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